The life of girl who think her name is shishu

SE-RI-US-LEE.


I look at the two single journal entries I wroter here, and they pretty much don't mean anything. Firstly, I'd have to re-sign-up for that iconfiend thing, cause of their six month rule, and secondly, not only would the Jon/Stephen fic be considered unoriginal (let's just say when "Sexuality" was first posted, I felt inadequate T_T), but I can barely write anything anymore.

Maybe the Stephen/Stephen thing will come to fruition.

But I also promised a friend to help with a Death Note doujinshi, albeit a one-shot. Shit. When is that New Anime Fest? I have no fucking clue. I need to look it up.



Also, I'm changing schools mid-semester. Which is shit. But necessary. The love of my life was at Stuyvesant, yet if that's the only thing that truly held me to that place....fuck I'm so in love with Hen3ry it hurts. T____T!!! WHEREVER YOU ARE, HAVE MY BABIES!

LOLZ.



I think I wanna start using LJ more now. It's kinda fun.

I signed up for like an iconfiend thing where I get to do 100 icons of Kai fucking Hiwatari, still my number 1 bish, now and forever.


:DDD

*sigh* I guess I really am emo, now that I will begin to use my LiveJournal. Lulz. I will take this opportunity to talk about the really, really awkward moment that happened to me in school today. We had a free-write in English, involving whatever culture we were from. The totally awesome writer I am, I still would have been original if I'd been in my old school, despite have at least most of the rest the class also was writing about Passover and Hebrew school too, because I actually pulled a coherent piece of awesome out of my ass. So of course, the fact that I knew there was at least one kid in my class who would possibly be upset by the fact my sister would join the the Israeli army if she didn't get into college, did not affect me in the least bit, because I was just writing about it. I said the sentence objectively, just as a little tidbit that added to the overall supermacy of my writing. But of course, when my teacher called on the Muslim kid....well, let's just say he did not put as much thought it to making his writing flow, and just kind of said stuff about certain parts of land being "rightfully ours" and comments about stuff destroyed by the Israeli army, with more than a hint of compassion in his voice. Uncomfortable! >_>!!

But the real reason I post here, is because real human contact isn't something I've really been taking kindly to at all. Although, I will say, today I had some lovely little moments. But I didn't really care.


I was way too busy doing something I haven't done for good two years; writing fanfiction. The last one I worked on was this Kai and Rei fic, a very, very, nice little couple in the anime, Beyblade. :D Like any fandom worth it's yaoi, of course, Takao (Tyson), the protagonist, is usually paired with Kai, seeing as he is his main rival and an anti-hero. But they are a TERRIBLE pairing! T_T Kai and Rei are implied so much throughout the series! Their relationship is the most obvious thing in the whole freaking world. >_virgin</i>, if you will. But then this other guy who does all these sex roleplays at the forum place the contest was entered >___> I actuall was kind of still going to finish it after that, but then I accidently left my diary-esque notebook I'd written it down in somewhere. Truly, having something like that found is MUCH worse than actually losing it....

In any case, the fanfic I was writing ended up being 22 pages on paper, 11 pieces of looseleaf front and back. It's kind of set up like a prologue, so hopefully I'll keep on writing it. ^^ I was suprised at how well it looks, seeing as it's a fandom I've really only been following for a couple months, Daily Show/Colbert Report. Or rather, Jon Stewart/Stephen Colbert. :D It kind of started with me totally falling in love with Stephen Colbert (I'm a proud member of the Colbert Nation! Or rather, PROPERTY of the Colbert Nation! :DDD!). The whole pairing him with Jon thing kind of grossed me out at first; two real people with real wives and real kids coupled together? Wtf? Yaoi is okay, it's anime characters. I don't care if he kissed him on the neck, it's just sick to pair real people together. >_> I kind of started to see slash as a word to describe couples I would avoid to no end, because seriously, pairing real people together, whether they're playing characters on a show or not, is awkward and not appealing at all. Instead of way to get "yaoi" past the neopets filters by using a different term.

But then I realized that it's actually really, really hot, and the pairing of the two is very dynamic. They have this amazing chemistry, they've adhered to their fangirls with TOTALLY GAY moments, and mansecks is just fucking hot to read. <333 Personally, I can only stand to read or write couples that make sense, that have clear-cut evidence and justicifcation for a deep relationship. In Yu-Gi-Oh, I was always completely baffled by the rumor that Seto Kaiba and Shizuka (Serenity) hook up. It was actually just crazy retarded fangirls who were probably way too homophobic to realize that puppyshipping is the only way to go (SetoxJou :D (Joey)). So yeah, I'm finally putting my writing skills to good use, and will most likely post my uber sex Stephen dominating Jon story at the TDS RPS community soon....maybe that fanart I made a little while ago, too (where my icon is from). Gotta figure out this LJ and HTML thing first, though. ^^;;


And another pairing I think I really like is StephenxTad. Not necessarily StephenxPaul or NobletxJellineck...cause the former seems a bit superficial, and the latter I think just need to see more of SWC to appriciate. But Tad is just adorable. <3 I hated it when I was at dinner for my friend's birthday, and my other friend was talking about P.K. Winsome when the subject of this week's Reports was brought up; I wanted to just talk about how cute Tad was and that Stephen and him need to wrestle more. "HELEN KELLER WAS A COMMUNIST!" xDDD